for Melanie Mills
very fine poetessa
wonderful Jazz singer from deep down southeast
Tennessee
this from Mingulonius to
Monkolonia ,-)
The Marvin Situation
for the only woman in Tennessee.
the most – to my limited knowledge
of course –
beautiful heart and jazz voice
in the
Southeastern part of that state:
ok let’s let that loose
and go and go away I
mean .. .-)
Dear Melly,
I was on such a bad trip for five days
and only and just in time
-damn you are nurse too and know
what I’m hinting at here:
I thought I was a lost on a trip
forsoeverlong that minutes
loose their weight to lunacy
of the hard core kind but but
JUST IN TIME
I your friend was
only one second away-sway from
a state no one can re-
turn from: and because
you were a nurse let me
cut my message short.
Locked
IN
Syndrome
and my heart always knew
it couldn
t handle
psychtropatrippers
that mighty.
I tried to run away as fast
s i could but hey babybaby
hold it
i’m weak and paid and
uhm
gimme a sec
and I am BACk
…
Marve,
I know you hate him
for
hurtin his wife
but
oh well
dontcha think
bein shot thru his head
by his own dad
is redemption day enough.
For M-?
but the beauty of
the melodies unfolding
in faraway Belgium –
I mean the voice of his
heart crossing an ocean
not easy to
not drown in and
and wait and hold,
Melly must shortcut it now
bc i must celebrate
still being live
but
k, hey hold_
fixed a new drink
lit a cig
and tryna take it
easy baby easy baby:
the Marvin situation is this :in the sweetest
melodybirds, more
properly
more apppropriately
me-I-only-love-myself
birds.
Break
Melly you know
I cannot give up on him because of the wonder
offff
his polyphonic voices
Melly you know:
Id so love to unharmize
and reharmonize
the to-my-ear-still
coke’s not a
friendly to humans drug.
I can only sink into
deepdown reflection
an …
and try to
not listen.
…
Me I just can not fix it.
you see , Melly, I tried so hard but I
and I dont –
and this’s whisper-
I don’t wanna see you gone.
you
gone
no!
and I want you to
stay please
please
please
and the devil has a new to
me now spillspelled
(psilocybe)
pee as I
low
see I
be’e
brand name.
——————————————————
thank you for loving my lilts
Mellybaby
and I your’s 😉 you princess of Jazz.
(sigh: “keep the thelonius in the your veins and try to jazz on. ” Last time I tried it was a birthday present to T. and even! FF the Mand liked it) But .. oh
and even she – ack then – did.
I’m just sad about what happened.
p.s. : just dug out
and (hey it’s been a while . 😉 Uhm, I can’t deny there is Monk in it too. And it gets even worse bc its 2 thirds Monk and 1 third Mingus. aAnd its gets worser still bc the Mingus third is actually about Lester. hmmm ? I must confess I stand corrrect, Haha…
and Mellybee, re my voice (and your’s whenever you feel up to it, mail me and we skype. you know: listening to a golden heart like yours is the best of therapies for me. 😉 hugs